To Madam Azi :D

HYE MADAM :(

I was super busy that i did not have time to update my blog !
Though i have written a lot of my stories in microsoft words , ddnt have the time to post them and the internet was super slow .
haha ok bye . I love you :D

ENJOY READING :D

three pigs and three dogs :D

There are little pigs living in three wooden houses . They live next to each other but never talk to each other . Each day , they would go out to work at the same time but never even say hye to each other . They come home from work at the same time too and still does not greet each other .

One day , there was three dogs building a house next to them . Each pigs peer out of the window to see who was their new neighbor . they saw three dogs building a house together , they all work as a team .  

The three pigs ignored the new neighbours . Until one day , the three dogs came by to each houses to introduce themselves . They told the pigs that they have been friends for many many years and that they do everything together . The pigs just nodded .

As the day pass by , the dogs’ house became nicer and livelier . They planted trees , made their own garden , painted their house with lots of colours and that made their house different as it was not as gloomy and dull as the three pigs house .

One Sunday evening a thunderstorm hit their village , all the houses were destroyed including in three pigs and the dogs . They were all shocked and was worried as they had no other place to sleep . After everything was back to normal , the three dogs started gathering materials to build a new house together while the three pigs , as usual went on their own .

Before dawn,  the  dogs manage  to complete their house and was happy as they had a place to sleep that night . While the three pigs , was still struggling . They were all confused and was wondering how the dogs managed to build a house in such a short time . When nighttime falls , the three dogs saw the three pigs still struggling outside building their own houses and they went out to talk to the three pigs .

They told the pigs that if they wanted to get a house done for the night they should start working together rather than doing it all own their own . The three pigs looked at each other and agreed on the idea . So, they started building the house together and guess what ? They had fun and by a blink of an eye the house was ready . That night ,  before going to bed the three pigs apologized for being arrogant and they said that they should start living together as a team . You see , life would be much easier with friends .  But make sure to pick the right one . Real friends will always help you through your ups and downs  but bad friends will just influence you to do bad things and also will just use you for their own benefit .

The Garden Nymph :D

Hesperides are nymphs that has a blissful garden located near the Atlas Mountain in North 

Africa . 

It is said that those who were born on the date of 22nd november till the 1st of december are 

symbolised as the ash tree . It is stated that these people in the ash tree category are the ones 

with big ambition . They are also extremely attractive, vivacious,impulsive, demanding, does 

not care for criticism, ambitious,intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic,

reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart,demands attention, needs love 

and much emotional support.

5 kilometres in 14 minutes !!!!!

For the kesatria stamina test we had to run five kilometres in fourteen minutes . For those that succeeded in

completing the task in fourteen minutes will get ten marks . When i was told to run five kilometres in fourteen

minutes , i was like ..... *speechless* . I suddenly feel as if my whole body is weak . I cant imagine myself

running up and down the hill . We were then given five stretchy bands each to represent each round . For

completing each round , we were told to pass one stretchy band to Sir Dzul . At the last round , i felt as if i

was going to die . I was super dehydrated and my knees were shaking . I couldnt bear another step . Yet , i

manage to complete the five rounds in fifteen minutes . So i got nine marks out of ten ! hehe .

many uses of green tea :D

We can create our own soothing spritzer by using green tea leaves to help refresh our faces and help soothe tired and restrain eyes . As it has an antiseptic properties it can help to treat minor or major cuts . The way to make this spritzer is easy . All you have to do is just soak 100 gram of green tea leaves in half a litre of mineral water for at least an hour . Strain the leaves and place the liquid in a sterilized bottle and you are done . 

Mouth odor . It is the number one problem in our daily lives . This cause us to feel less confident and also embarrassed to communicate with people . Here is a way that you can try , pour hot boiling water over 100 gram of organic Himalayan green tea leaves and infuse them for at least 30 minutes . After 30 minutes , mixed it with a tea spoon of baking soda to make the paste . This green tea paste help to reduce mouth odor and also prevent plaque from getting attached to the teeth .

 Facemasks can be really pricey especially for students . Here , by using just green tea leaves , we can make our very own face masks that helps to remove toxin from the skin . To make the face mask is very simple , all we have to do is just mix 3 spoon of mayonnaise with Himalayan green tea leaves and apply it evenly on the face for 20 minutes .

BEHOLD ! HIMALAYAN GREEN TEA LEAVES :D 

Marriage

Marriage . Based on how i see marriage , it is a wonderful and beautiful thing . Being able to be with your love one , waking up every morning and seeing him sleeping peacefully next to you . Going to bed every night cuddling up next to him . Spending your life with him , sharing everything with each other , your problems , your worries . Having someone there to always comfort you , to tell you that everything is going to be okay . To be the father of your children , to help you raise up a child . It all seems to be so beautiful .

But again , marriage are not an easy thing . To start a family the couple must be financially stable also mentally and emotionally ready . Arguments and fights can never be avoided . So it is important to always give and take , do not drag the arguments for days , it would eventually create distance between your partner.Also , understanding each other is really important . Never ever hurt each others feeling .

Whenever i am out , seeing married couples would always put a smile on my face . I love watching them , especially if they have little children . I get super excited and so hyped up ! I have always dreamt of a happy family . Just me and my husband , two kids , a boy and a girl . I want them to grow up all healthy and happy. I want to be a mother and also a friend to them , so they would always open up to me and tell me everything that they are going through . That way , i wont even miss a single bit about them .

Oh well , for now i have to study hard to be able to give my children a good life . Without a good job i am not going to be able to fulfill all their needs . Hopefully one day , they will turn out to be succesful and down to earth .

A good muslim ?

A Good Muslim ?

What is a good Muslim ? well for me , it is not all about being all covered up  with only two eyes popping out  , praying at the mosque 5 times a day and all those .Yes , it is compulsory but besides doing all those that has been told by Allah S.W.T  and also to avoid doing things that he forbid , it is a must for us to have a good heart as well . A good Muslim does not only consist of only the amount of ibadah but also the good deeds that they have done towards others .

You see women out there with big round hijab all covering up  , going to  mosque for every  prayers , doing all the sunnah and reciting Quran daily . Men  , that are forever in the mosque  and dressing in a very descent way . Yet , they are some of these people that loves judging others . They love to look down at others who disobeys the Quran  . We as human beings , creators of Allah S.W.T should not look or think bad of others . Who are we to judge them? We do not know their stories , what they have been through , their background  and all those .

          In a matter of fact , what we should really do is  talk to them nicely ,  give them advice , bring them closer towards Islam , and also tell them more on Islam and what is Islam all about so they will start to love Islam and will eventually have the urge to change 

What goes around comes around

It is better to cry than to be angry because anger hurts others , while tears flow silently through the soul and cleanses the heart . Yes , i have done this loads of time . Throughout all my life , people would always judge and critisize me , all the positive things i do would eventually turn into negative in their eyes . All the good deeds i have done are never appreciated yet in return , they would backstab and talk bad about me . When will this end ? Is it even going to end ? I am sick and tired to have alway put on a fake smile and act as if i am heartless , as if i have no clue on what is happening around me . Yes , i may be harsh and mean but that is just me .

Those who doesnt know me , would think that i am some arrogant and big headed , spoilt girl that is so into herself or even someone that is trying to get the attention of the world speaking in some made up accent or slang ... I dont know .

You know what guys , say whatever you want , i am not going to care anymore . As long as my family and close friends knows who i am , i am fine with it . You guys may make me look bad , but you know karma is going to get you back . Have you ever heard of what goes around comes around ? Today would be your turn to bring me down and make everyone hate me , but sooner or later , all those crap you did is going to be splash right back at your face . Life is like a turning wheel , i may right at the bottom now , but one day i am going to be on the top .

The mystery

Since i was a little girl , i would always questions everything that is happening in my life . Sometimes , i feel as if was born unlucky and that all Allah S.W.T is hates me and is torturing me by making me suffer through all this never ending obstacles in life . I dont know how long will i be able to hold on with everything . During the day i would try my best to hide away all my pain by smiling and laughing , but sometimes at night , everything just seem so dark and trap that i would just eventually burst out crying .

Papa ? Without him i will never be here ... but sadly , i have never gotten the chance to get to know him . Papa and Mama got separated when i was three and eversince i never gotten the chance to spend time with him and getting to know his personality . I dont even know his birthday ... but what my grandma always say is that everything happens for a reason . Because of the separation , mama met daddy and that had made me who i am today . I should be thankful that i get to travel overseas often as for daddy is a british guy and that he treats me like i am his own daughter .... But you see , at some point in your life , there are always a time when you suddenly just wonder and imagine on how will your life be like if your real dad is still with you . How does it feel to be with your own father .

 And now , I am questioning myself , why am i here today ? why did i ever decline such a good oppurtunity which is to pursue my studies in hammersmith in business marketing . Why am i stuck in this deserted place . Why do i have to be here all alone without my parents , my sisters ..... and worse yet , the guy that i love too is not here . I am wondering why Allah has to take everyone away from me and leave me here by my own . Yes , i do have my other family members .. but it will never feel the same . My best friends , the one that i have always counted on , the one that i treated as my own sister , she left too .

Also , I  wonder on how would my  life be like in the future . Where will my parents be ? What will my sister do ? Will i be successful  ? Will i still be with him ? Will i still be able to handle this long distance relationship ? Who are my true friends ? who would  stay  by myside , through my up and down in life ? Who would Help me get through all the obstacles in lfe ? Will i dissapoint my mum again or will i make her happy ? Is papa going to suddenly reappear in my life  ?

It is all a mystery . Still a mystery .

A levels .

My only one dream was to further up my studies in psychology ... But again , i only got an offer to do A levels in London in Business marketing which really does not interest me . Decline the offer and i turn down my interview for my permanent resident application . Now , here i am a masscom-er in KTT . Though , this college may not be as bad as i thought , sometimes i regret on turning down a once in a lifetime oppurtunity . I miss my family and I miss my old life . Despite all these emotions im feeling , i would always remind myself that I am doing all this for my own future , for my family , for my children (one day) and Allah knows the best . I just have to keep on believe in myself and work hard on achieving my dream .

Madam Azi :D

Hey peeps ! so basically this is like my first time blogging , so i am going to try my best to make this blog as interesting as possible :D , hey madam azi i know you are reading this so hope you had a nice day , morning , afternoon or night or week , month , year ... okay this is too much . i dont know what to say so i will just say random stuff on my first post . Red Velvet Cake is AWESOME :D goodbye !